yes, its going 2 and im still wide awake. okays, maybe not really wide awake. tired also liaos. hmmm, sometimes, life seriously suck full time. backstabbers, sluts, bitch, bastards everywhere. can seem to dispose them away, kick them out of my life. i just had enough. cant you all just be a man and stand out to talk ? wanna hide behind phone, or computer. what a loser. lowly life forms.

life is resuming to normal i guess. not so much of the heart pain & not so much of missing you anymore. time is healing me bit by bit and im slowly forgetting you. our relationship. yes, im still not ready for a relationship yet. im just not matured enough yet. you taught me lots of things. you gave me the most intense heart break i ve ever experience. but yet, you gave me nice memories which i cant stop smiling when i recall them all.

boy, thanks for everything, good & bad. ive learn to be strong. learn to let go. im growing up now.

Labels: i love my buddy. get well soon. hes coming back in 4 days time. (:

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Labels: im not going to let history repeat itself for the 3rd time. gone with the wind.

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yes, slept at 3plus again last night. woke up at 845am this morning to morning call buddy. laze ard till about 930 then woke up to prepare to go out. bus-ed to lot, had breakfast with buddy (: kaya toast & ice milo. couldnt even finish. sucks! my appetite is getting worst. bus-ed down to cck complex to swim. swam 10 laps, chit chat & realx at the spa pool. bathed, changed & went off at ard 2.



train-ed down to pioneer, had buffet at nihon mura. aftermath train-ed home with buddy (: slacked abit at home then went down to meet up with parents. acc them for dinner. jurong for bbq seafood for dinner. homed aftermath. m slacking away now. tired. gona sleep early tonight. (: i think im falling sick soon. with all my late night sleeping habit & weird eating habits. ;x

Labels: 爱狠狠哭完的那一天 我也该忘记你的脸 我就在一念之间 看见了春天.

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woke up at 12plus today, slept at 3 last night. yeaps. im starting to become more & more of a night stalker. & i dun know why. just getting used to it. okays, drop that. wii-ed with mummy, sis & bro till about 1 then went off to prepare to go out. bathed & make up, changed then went off at ard 2. met up with sis friend at cck interchange. bus-ed down to plaza sing. nothing much. ate brunch, shop abit then went off to far east. bought my lashes & glue then went to stroll ard. left at ard 5plus to starbucks cuz kailin cant stand e heels anymore. lols! ai mei bu yao ming. hmmmm, white chocolate mocha is loved (: camwhored. slacked till ard 6plus then home.

aftermath went over to granny's hse & here i m slacking away again. lols. both didi & qingfu drunk. no one to talk to. cant sleep yet. coffee makes me energetic. =.= i still prefer ice chocolate though. sweet but doesnt keep me awake. okays. contradicting.

meeting buddy later at 10 for swimming session. long time no swim. lols! gona morning call her later. i will be back. (:

Labels: im starting to recover.

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Labels: you dun understand it either.

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tired day ~!

woke up at 730am this morning without alarm~ oh my god~ dun know what's happening to me. i usually cant wake up without snoozing for at least an hour. hahas! woke up, prepare for school. texted ROZANNE (: chit chat & talk cock. reached school at about 845am. met up with ASHLEY as well as WANGXI (: all late today. lols!

stroll to school. lecture. break. lecture again. we just cant stop disturbing the lecturer lahs. he talks in a funny way. ahahas! then chit chat abit with WANGXI & listen to songs throughout the whole lecture. alot of mixed emotions. aftermath went to GEMs lesson then cabbed down to BB CSC play pool! win win win. hahas!! after that pei HONG go eat, train-ed & walk-ed home with MING (: chit chat chit chat chit chat. thanks for acc me home. hahas! bathed & m here blogging.


so long never blog luhs. so many damn things happen. i will pack up everything & throw it into the sea. im going to be strong & m going to be fine. you chose it to be this way. i wont turn back again.

Labels: i m going to be strong .

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woke up at 630 am. force myself out of bed. luckily BL dropped me a morning call or else i would be late again for lesson (: *thanks* installed spss on the way to school. laptop is damn heavy. luckily its done within minutes . (: n my lappy din went out of batt. *good job* bought ice chocolate on the way to class. my energy booster. ahhahas! had the test, then went off at around 10.

had brunch at FC 3. chitchat abit then left for computer lab. slacked in there till lesson start. ITAB's new lecturer is damn guai lan but he's undeniable a better lecturer than the previous one. i understands wats hes talking about (: went off to pacc right after the lesson end. lesson all the way till 5 then went off to meet ALOYSIUS.

train-ed down to JP then had dinner . Bought tickets for the movie "POKER KING" then waited for JAS & DAVE to reach (: show was quite nice overall. but ALOY kinda predicted wats gona happen in the show so yeah. ==" show ended at 9 plus and we slacked around & fool around abit. my muscles still hurt & m still walking in a weird posture. nearly fell down loads of time . ;x luckily JAS they all were there for me . hahahas. after slacking around, bought bubble tea then bus-ed home (:

m doing IDEAS nw but i cant seem to get any good ideas. i need to concentrate. im tired.

Labels: hiding something. i hate hypocrites.

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