Freezing morning, sleepy mode, totally tired, ran out of motivation to hang on. Is this really alil too much for me to handle? I really dun feel like going back at all after what have happened. I dun see myself staying there for long. I want a better life, a brighter future, I want to do well for my studies, spend more time doing my own stuff, I dun want to slog my guts out just to earn my keep.

Seriously, there is something wrong with the mindset. I need to change. I think I need more rest, a lil break at least. I'm so tired of the boring cycle that I'm going through now. I need a breather.