C.R.Y.S.T.A.L

offended.

2012-01-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

I made the effort to go down just because you requested for me to go. Please do remember that I'm also slogging my guts out to earn those money for what I need to complete. But instead of being appreciative, you just have to rant non stop for something that is so simple to resolve. But I doubt resolving is what you want to do anyway, you just want to yank non stop.

Let it be.

Dun blame me for being rude. From the start I din intend to. Dun blame me for being grumpy for I only took a 3 hour nap after a 12 hr shift. I tried to tolerate but you max me out to my limits.

And you, the one who wake me up from my nap, Im in an ultra bad mood now and yet what you do is just ignore. Alrights then, lets just play the game of ignorance. I dun wish to explain further or talk anymore. So much of your talking about how much you understand about girls but your actions just shows that you are just bullshitting with me.

So long~ Im trying to get my last hour of nap. I hope this is sufficient. I have another 12 hour of shift to go.

I'm back again~

2012-01-01T10:00:00.002+08:00

Its freaking 10am in the morning and I'm wide awake alr. Guess my two idiots are still sleeping like pigs in their respective homes. LOL. anyway. while waiting for Mr Lim to get my breakfast back for me, I'm all alone at home. Pondering over some stuffs~

MC-ed for work for 2 days and I guess I din do what I was suppose to do. I know this pissed you off but I hope it wont end up like what I came in to avoid. #pray

Till then~

its 2012! (:

2012-01-01T02:02:00.003+08:00

Firstly, happy new year to all the ghosts that have been stalking this dusty little blog. LOL!

I know, its the first day of the year and i bet no one is reading this little space of mine anymore. *not that i bother* hehes. doesn't matter ~

Anyway, kind of bored watching Mr Lim sleeping like a pig and I cant get to sleep so I'm back here to rant. HAHA! Yr 2011 had been a bitch and gladly, its over. Ups and downs in life, lose some people but gain new friends at the same time too. Nearing to the end of 2011, its seems like it was the end of my life. With all the crazy things crashing down on me and as usual, family disputes that can never ever be resolved. Basically, no one is calm enough to hear the other speak and no one is nice enough to talk things out nicely when everyone has reached their own limits. #beitcantbebotheredanymore. Trololo~

BUT then again, I've got new plans in life. new motivations to strive harder in Yr 2012. I'm praying hard that 2012 isnt the last year that we can have before doomsday or whatever they call it comes. I want to still go out into the different parts of the world to take a peek at every single corner on earth before I draw my last breathe.

OH WELL~ bye bitchy 2011 and HELLO~ 2012. Please be a better one. I don't need a exceptionally amazing one, just a simple year where I can complete what I've been working so hard for and take a breather out of town once in a while. Till then~ TATAs~

ps: dear cousins, lets go for kekou mian later on! hehe~ ^^

2011-02-17T02:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, its nice to have a place to just rant.

I dun know what was I doing, what am I thinking.
Maybe, I just want someone to rely on, some company.

Oh well, exams round the corner, Im trying to mug as hard as possible. Please, let all these be worthwhile. I need some motivation.

2011-02-11T16:50:00.003+08:00

There's no words I can think of to describe you, your attitude. Seriously, you should just get married, leave. I really cant stand the sight of you anymore. You and your sucky attitude, your irritating boyf.

And mum, for once I thought I finally came into your mind, for once I thought you cared, but no, you just want me to shut my mouth. Nice one. Im going back to what I am, say whatever you want, it doesnt matter anymore, if this is the way to resolve, I will do it.

Worried.

2011-02-10T16:25:00.001+08:00

Im worried about my posting. What if I din make it? Just because I forgotten to resubmit the stupid form?! arhs ! Curse and swear! Im so not motivated. Exams is due in another 2 more weeks. God knows what will happen to me.

Bad Bad Day..

2010-12-19T11:13:00.002+08:00

Freezing morning, sleepy mode, totally tired, ran out of motivation to hang on. Is this really alil too much for me to handle? I really dun feel like going back at all after what have happened. I dun see myself staying there for long. I want a better life, a brighter future, I want to do well for my studies, spend more time doing my own stuff, I dun want to slog my guts out just to earn my keep.

Seriously, there is something wrong with the mindset. I need to change. I think I need more rest, a lil break at least. I'm so tired of the boring cycle that I'm going through now. I need a breather.

Can it get any worst?

2010-12-18T09:14:00.002+08:00

Freaking tired, after the big screw up last night, i totally feel not good at all. I wanna take a break and go overseas, go somewhere to just chill and relax. Long time since I last did that. Life has been a simple routine for quite sometime alr. Work to home to school to work again.

I wonder how long more this has to go on. I'm tired alr but I'm reluctant to stop work. I need the money but I need the time to rest as well. I cant juggle it too well I guess. Bad times now. How long will all these last?

Brand new start.

2010-12-17T09:59:00.002+08:00

Long long time since I last did blog. I just need a platform to rant. All the past memories doesnt really matter anymore. Had them all removed. I'm so freaking tired at work. This is contradicting. I need the money but I'm reluctant to work.

There's nothing to do in office. Waiting for the crowd to come in so that I can go out to the cashier.

I just wonder is there really something wrong or not. This feeling is not too good but I just cant find a solution or an explaination to it. Does it have to happen so frequently? Ya~ Life is such a bitch.